“He will tend to His flock like a shepherd; He will gather the lambs in His arms; He will carry them in his bosom, and gently lead those that are with young.” Isaiah 40 v 11
There is a simple assurance that comes from knowing that you are not alone. When we are facing challenging circumstances or unfamiliar terrain it is nice to have the support of a loved one. I remember going into my first surgery at age 40 and holding on to my husband’s hand for dear life until I surrendered, quite unwillingly, to the strength of powerful anesthetics. There is just something about holding on to someone who seems more stable then we are in the moment.
Of every experience I’ve had in my life, there hasn’t been one as powerful and fierce as motherhood. It has given me the highest victorious-yell-off-the-mountain-top moments as well as the lowest balled-up-in-a-fetal-position-in-the-closet days. And it is mostly a journey you do on your own. Can my fellow mammas say “amen”? You may have a helpful spouse, very involved grandparents, and hire all the help available, yet the journey of motherhood is mostly a lonely one and an immensely heavy one. Not because motherhood is burdensome but it is definitely unique in the loftiness of the responsibility a mamma feels watching over such a great treasure. And it is most beautiful, encouraging and reassuring to know that our good Father gets this. The only hand to hold on to that is never going to let go is that of the Father.
To my fellow mammas out there, especially those with really young ones, know that you are not alone in feeling the way you do. Your mind wants to read the Bible, pray, spend time with God, be there for your husband, love on your friends, and care for others, but you are sleep-deprived, tired and quite useless for anything else half-way through the morning. This verse is such a beautiful reminder that the Father understands. He gently leads you through this season, keeping you company as He draws you close to Him. Know this. Rest in it. The Word assures us of His love and care for us even when we can’t respond to Him the way we want to. Take heart.